It’s been a crazy week. I feel like I’ve been running around like mad, but really I think I’ve done a lot of goofing off in between. I’ve hit that middle-of-the-term slump where motivation drops off, so I need to get myself restarted. This is rather hard when I have so much nicer things to think about, but I need to graduate.

I was in Massachusetts last weekend visiting my guy. It was wonderful… He’s wonderful. Being with him just feels… right. But, shhh, I don’t want to jinx it. If it’s meant to be, it will work itself out. Right now, I’m just enjoying having someone to be with. 🙂 He’s sweet and fun to be around and so much else that I can’t describe. He’s visiting Philly next weekend, and I can’t wait. 🙂

As for the rain, this has just been a lousy week in most other respects. I had to drop my guitar class because I wasn’t practicing enough to do the fingering faster. I’m getting stressed about our group project for organizational behavior. I missed a “quiz” that’s really an exam for beginning logic because I slept through it. Physics is increasingly hard. I hate wave motion! Money is crunched, I’m still looking for a place to stay for the fall term, and my mind goes nuts thinking about the future and having to job hunt. I feel like I’m about to turn into a crackling stressball! sigh I just have to remember to breathe. I can do this… Even if my subconscious is screaming that I can’t. With other parts of my life going so well for once, I can’t give up now! 🙂

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